Mock Murder - Fara
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Name: Xae
IC INFO
Name: Fara
Canon: Original
Nickname: Elia, Wolfie, Li'l Hood
Likes: bloody/raw meat, homecooked meals, soft beds, music, stories
Dislikes: extra nosy people, being alone, sour food, Hunters, Vanguards, losing family
Character History: Written up here
Personality:
Fara is a quiet, shy sort of individual who has never had many friends over the course of her life. Even as a child she tended to have a couple of close friends rather than draw in a large group of them and she preferred it that way. The older she got, the harder things became as people started to pick on her and so Fara's circle became smaller to the point where she had practically no friends and no other family than her own brother. However becoming part of a pack (albeit a bad pack) has encouraged her to once again reach out and make connections but Fara still prefers to keep it small. She's perfectly content to have a few good friends rather than try to be friends with everyone. Though Fara is always polite and kind to anyone she meets so it's not hard for her to become acquaintances with others. It's simply that the people she fully trusts are few.
Once someone does earn her trust and affection, Fara would be willing to do absolutely anything for them. While she may not go out of her way to offer kindness to strangers, she would literally risk her life for those she cares about. Physical pain is a familiar feeling if it meant that the people she cares about are okay and so she would not hesitate to heal them even if she had to exchange her life to do it. She would lie to protect them or keep her mouth shut and let herself be tortured rather than give up information about them. Once Fara dedicates to loving someone, she goes all in. Yet she will also do horrible things in order to ensure their life - including murder or even lying to her loved one in ensure they have a better life.
For most of her life, Fara has been dependant on her older brother for the basic necessities of life but it doesn't mean she can't take care of herself. The example Riley set has made it so that she can be dependant and survive without someone looking after her physically. Emotionally, Fara is absolutely not used to being on her own and as such will latch on to someone who is willing to look after her. She also doesn't take well to being abandoned by those same individuals and is easily hurt especially by the people who do manage to gain her trust and affection. While she'll try to be happy that they found something that they love so much, a huge part of her will be extremely hurt and even a little resentful.
Seeing as how Fara can barely remember the adults in her life that loved her, she doesn't quite understand familial love. If someone were to ask her about her parents, Fara would be able to say that they died and wouldn't have much grief about the matter. To her, they were simply two individuals who gave her life and provided money in the early stages of life. It's a bit of disassociation for her when someone tries to talk to her about parents and other family members as the only person Fara can really remember loving and being loved by is her brother. A sibling relationship means far more to her than a parental one but that isn't to say that she could never understand it. Actually, that sort of relationship is something Fara wants more than anything - to have a parent who loves her unconditionally. Unfortunately life on Daeseon does not offer that opportunity very often.
Fara can also be extremely selfish at times. Things got hard for her at an early age and even scrounging together a meal could be impossible at times. So she had to learn to harden her heart in all kinds of situations - including turning her back on someone in need. Her priority is looking after herself and the people she cared about and if that meant doing nothing while someone died in front of her, then she'll do it. While she is willing to give her life, Fara also wants to be loved and wanted so should a loved one turn their back on her then it hurts a great deal. If someone rips her loved ones away, there's a good chance that she'll start to hate that person to the point of wanting them dead. Since the people she cares about are limited, it leaves a wound that won't ever heal in her heart. As such, she could become pretty heartless if she's subjected to enough emotional damage.
Since she's had to live the last few months killing people, Fara has learned how to shut down her emotional and moral aspects. While her brother always feels guilty about murdering others in order to survive that feeling does not quite extend to her. Because of her willingness to go above and beyond for the people she loves, Fara has very little guilt when it comes to killing in order to ensure they survive. She knows just how far her brother will go to keep her alive and it does sort of put a lot of pressure on Fara to keep living. If it were up to Riley, he would give his life for Fara and pushes himself to the point of death. Therefore in order to make sure he survives, Fara has had to make terrible decisions for the both of them. She took the opportunity the pack gave her to keep living because she knew that her brother would do the same. So yes, she can be quite manipulative and cruel when she feels it's necessary.
Due to recent events, Fara is quite adverse to being touched at the moment. It's both a physical and emotional response after being tortured for two weeks. She quite expects people to harm her if they start reaching for her and actually contact causes her to recall the torture she's been through. As such her personal bubble is quite large and she becomes nervous when someone gets too close. This will change once Fara has come to trust the people who want to become her friends but part of her will always be fearful of being touched by strangers or individuals she doesn't know well.
Powers:
Fire Magic: She can do a medium bit of fire magic, able to produce small flames such as to light a candle or firepit for cooking food.
Water Magic: Again, something Fara can only do in small amounts such as to fill a glass/pot with clean water.
Cleansing Magic: A type of magic that allows her to vanish messes of any kind.
White/Life Magic: This is the one magic that she somehow managed to completely master and can heal either the smallest of wounds or someone on the verge of death. However, the more serious the injury the more of her lifeforce it uses up. If she were to heal someone who's almost dead then Fara will be near death instead.
Dark/Death Magic: After nearly losing her life, Fara was taught how to sustain it through dark magic. She knows how to kill someone quickly and painlessly or to make it really hurt for an extended period of time. All Dark magic can be siphoned from an intended targer in order to prolong the life of the caster.
Destruction Magic: Fara is unaware that this is different from Death magic as it still counts as being Dark. This allows her to destroy the life of a living being - whether it be human, plant or animal - and she absorbs the life force it contains.
Fara has used up her lifeforce to the point where she transformed into a wolf fully but has since then absorbed enough from other beings to return her to her human state. Though if she fails to use dark magic to refill her own lifeforce, Fara will slowly regain parts of a wolf until she dies after becoming one fully. By this point, she's left behind the raw bloody meat of animals and has since moved on to the flesh of her victims. Even though she has a completely human form, Fara has a heightened sense of smell, sight and hearing. She will be sensitive to the sun's brightness for a while.
QUESTIONNAIRE
1. Any preference for bedding or decor in your room? Something soft and warm, maybe dark purple in color. With thick curtains that help block out most of the sun's light. A wardrobe full of clothing and a big tub that has endless hot water. Pictures of animals everywhere.
2. Do you have any favorite foods or allergies that we should know about? I do enjoy my meat really rare and like sweets. Um, I don't think I have any allergies but there might be some food I've never tried before.
3. What kind of personality would you like the Staff to have during your time here? Be descriptive. It'd be great if they were helpful and didn't ask a lot of personal questions. Also I'd like it if they were polite enough to not invade my privacy at all.
4. How do you feel about rats? So long as they avoid me, I don't have a problem with them.
5. Have you ever killed someone or landed in jail? I've killed when it was necessary to my survival and no, I've never been in jail. They don't imprison individuals like me.
6. If you found someone's valuables lying alone and untouched, would you take them? That would depend. If it were really that valuable then they wouldn't have left it laying about. They may not even miss it.
7. Would you save a severely wounded person, even if the situation seemed hopeless and your own life were in danger? Possibly. Unfortunately I come from a place where people die all of the time - it's no good if we both end up dead.
8. Could you forgive someone if they killed someone you love? I'm not really sure. Probably not.
9. Say you have the fate of someone who has done a terrible, awful crime in your hands. Would you kill them via any execution method, or would you rather they live and suffer for the rest of their life? I would probably execute them. There are ways I could make it hurt first depending on the crime.
10. Do you believe you are a good person? I... used to be.
Do you want to volunteer for Mafia?: Yes!
Do you want to volunteer for the mole/killswitch?: Yes!
Name: Xae
IC INFO
Name: Fara
Canon: Original
Nickname: Elia, Wolfie, Li'l Hood
Likes: bloody/raw meat, homecooked meals, soft beds, music, stories
Dislikes: extra nosy people, being alone, sour food, Hunters, Vanguards, losing family
Character History: Written up here
Personality:
Fara is a quiet, shy sort of individual who has never had many friends over the course of her life. Even as a child she tended to have a couple of close friends rather than draw in a large group of them and she preferred it that way. The older she got, the harder things became as people started to pick on her and so Fara's circle became smaller to the point where she had practically no friends and no other family than her own brother. However becoming part of a pack (albeit a bad pack) has encouraged her to once again reach out and make connections but Fara still prefers to keep it small. She's perfectly content to have a few good friends rather than try to be friends with everyone. Though Fara is always polite and kind to anyone she meets so it's not hard for her to become acquaintances with others. It's simply that the people she fully trusts are few.
Once someone does earn her trust and affection, Fara would be willing to do absolutely anything for them. While she may not go out of her way to offer kindness to strangers, she would literally risk her life for those she cares about. Physical pain is a familiar feeling if it meant that the people she cares about are okay and so she would not hesitate to heal them even if she had to exchange her life to do it. She would lie to protect them or keep her mouth shut and let herself be tortured rather than give up information about them. Once Fara dedicates to loving someone, she goes all in. Yet she will also do horrible things in order to ensure their life - including murder or even lying to her loved one in ensure they have a better life.
For most of her life, Fara has been dependant on her older brother for the basic necessities of life but it doesn't mean she can't take care of herself. The example Riley set has made it so that she can be dependant and survive without someone looking after her physically. Emotionally, Fara is absolutely not used to being on her own and as such will latch on to someone who is willing to look after her. She also doesn't take well to being abandoned by those same individuals and is easily hurt especially by the people who do manage to gain her trust and affection. While she'll try to be happy that they found something that they love so much, a huge part of her will be extremely hurt and even a little resentful.
Seeing as how Fara can barely remember the adults in her life that loved her, she doesn't quite understand familial love. If someone were to ask her about her parents, Fara would be able to say that they died and wouldn't have much grief about the matter. To her, they were simply two individuals who gave her life and provided money in the early stages of life. It's a bit of disassociation for her when someone tries to talk to her about parents and other family members as the only person Fara can really remember loving and being loved by is her brother. A sibling relationship means far more to her than a parental one but that isn't to say that she could never understand it. Actually, that sort of relationship is something Fara wants more than anything - to have a parent who loves her unconditionally. Unfortunately life on Daeseon does not offer that opportunity very often.
Fara can also be extremely selfish at times. Things got hard for her at an early age and even scrounging together a meal could be impossible at times. So she had to learn to harden her heart in all kinds of situations - including turning her back on someone in need. Her priority is looking after herself and the people she cared about and if that meant doing nothing while someone died in front of her, then she'll do it. While she is willing to give her life, Fara also wants to be loved and wanted so should a loved one turn their back on her then it hurts a great deal. If someone rips her loved ones away, there's a good chance that she'll start to hate that person to the point of wanting them dead. Since the people she cares about are limited, it leaves a wound that won't ever heal in her heart. As such, she could become pretty heartless if she's subjected to enough emotional damage.
Since she's had to live the last few months killing people, Fara has learned how to shut down her emotional and moral aspects. While her brother always feels guilty about murdering others in order to survive that feeling does not quite extend to her. Because of her willingness to go above and beyond for the people she loves, Fara has very little guilt when it comes to killing in order to ensure they survive. She knows just how far her brother will go to keep her alive and it does sort of put a lot of pressure on Fara to keep living. If it were up to Riley, he would give his life for Fara and pushes himself to the point of death. Therefore in order to make sure he survives, Fara has had to make terrible decisions for the both of them. She took the opportunity the pack gave her to keep living because she knew that her brother would do the same. So yes, she can be quite manipulative and cruel when she feels it's necessary.
Due to recent events, Fara is quite adverse to being touched at the moment. It's both a physical and emotional response after being tortured for two weeks. She quite expects people to harm her if they start reaching for her and actually contact causes her to recall the torture she's been through. As such her personal bubble is quite large and she becomes nervous when someone gets too close. This will change once Fara has come to trust the people who want to become her friends but part of her will always be fearful of being touched by strangers or individuals she doesn't know well.
Powers:
Fire Magic: She can do a medium bit of fire magic, able to produce small flames such as to light a candle or firepit for cooking food.
Water Magic: Again, something Fara can only do in small amounts such as to fill a glass/pot with clean water.
Cleansing Magic: A type of magic that allows her to vanish messes of any kind.
White/Life Magic: This is the one magic that she somehow managed to completely master and can heal either the smallest of wounds or someone on the verge of death. However, the more serious the injury the more of her lifeforce it uses up. If she were to heal someone who's almost dead then Fara will be near death instead.
Dark/Death Magic: After nearly losing her life, Fara was taught how to sustain it through dark magic. She knows how to kill someone quickly and painlessly or to make it really hurt for an extended period of time. All Dark magic can be siphoned from an intended targer in order to prolong the life of the caster.
Destruction Magic: Fara is unaware that this is different from Death magic as it still counts as being Dark. This allows her to destroy the life of a living being - whether it be human, plant or animal - and she absorbs the life force it contains.
Fara has used up her lifeforce to the point where she transformed into a wolf fully but has since then absorbed enough from other beings to return her to her human state. Though if she fails to use dark magic to refill her own lifeforce, Fara will slowly regain parts of a wolf until she dies after becoming one fully. By this point, she's left behind the raw bloody meat of animals and has since moved on to the flesh of her victims. Even though she has a completely human form, Fara has a heightened sense of smell, sight and hearing. She will be sensitive to the sun's brightness for a while.
QUESTIONNAIRE
1. Any preference for bedding or decor in your room? Something soft and warm, maybe dark purple in color. With thick curtains that help block out most of the sun's light. A wardrobe full of clothing and a big tub that has endless hot water. Pictures of animals everywhere.
2. Do you have any favorite foods or allergies that we should know about? I do enjoy my meat really rare and like sweets. Um, I don't think I have any allergies but there might be some food I've never tried before.
3. What kind of personality would you like the Staff to have during your time here? Be descriptive. It'd be great if they were helpful and didn't ask a lot of personal questions. Also I'd like it if they were polite enough to not invade my privacy at all.
4. How do you feel about rats? So long as they avoid me, I don't have a problem with them.
5. Have you ever killed someone or landed in jail? I've killed when it was necessary to my survival and no, I've never been in jail. They don't imprison individuals like me.
6. If you found someone's valuables lying alone and untouched, would you take them? That would depend. If it were really that valuable then they wouldn't have left it laying about. They may not even miss it.
7. Would you save a severely wounded person, even if the situation seemed hopeless and your own life were in danger? Possibly. Unfortunately I come from a place where people die all of the time - it's no good if we both end up dead.
8. Could you forgive someone if they killed someone you love? I'm not really sure. Probably not.
9. Say you have the fate of someone who has done a terrible, awful crime in your hands. Would you kill them via any execution method, or would you rather they live and suffer for the rest of their life? I would probably execute them. There are ways I could make it hurt first depending on the crime.
10. Do you believe you are a good person? I... used to be.
Do you want to volunteer for Mafia?: Yes!
Do you want to volunteer for the mole/killswitch?: Yes!
